Chapter 8
Not because I believed him.
Because some part of me still remembered how proud I had been when we first built our life together.
“I helped build that company,” I said. “I helped save it when your father was sick. I spent years watching you take credit for work you barely understood, and I never demanded a public acknowledgment.”
“Because you were my wife.”
“Exactly. I was your wife. Not your employee. Not your dependent. And certainly not your property.”
He stared at me.
Then he said the one thing I would remember long after everything else had faded.
“You were supposed to stand beside me.”
I picked up my bag.
“I did. You were the one who kept insisting I stand behind you.”
And I walked out.
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The investigation took six weeks.
During that time, Carter tried everything he could think of.
First, he sent flowers to my apartment, accompanied by a handwritten note promising that we could put the misunderstanding behind us.
I returned them.
Then he sent a message saying his mother was deeply upset and that I was putting the entire family through unnecessary humiliation.
I didn't respond.
Next came the phone calls.
At first, he was angry. Then persuasive. Then apologetic.
He reminded me of our wedding anniversary, the trips we had taken, the house we had decorated together.
He spoke about the good years as though they were a debt I owed him.
I listened without interrupting.
Finally, one evening, he called and said, “I don't understand how you can do this to someone you love.”
I stood by my apartment window, watching rain slide down the glass.
“Carter, I loved you for eight years.”
“I know.”
“No. You know I stayed. You never understood why.”
He was silent.
“I stayed because I believed marriage meant building something together. I thought your worst moments were temporary, that you would eventually stop treating kindness as weakness and money as proof that you were better than everyone else.”
“I'm trying to fix this.”
“You're trying to fix the consequences.”
He exhaled sharply.
“What do you want from me?”
For years, I had imagined what I would say if he ever asked me that question.
An apology.
Respect.
An acknowledgment that I had contributed something meaningful to our life.
Perhaps I had once wanted him to look at me and finally see the person I had been all along.