Chapter 5
"Yes."
I closed my eyes.
"How long?"
"Several months."
A sob escaped before I could stop it.
"Why didn't he tell me?"
Daniel leaned forward.
"Because he tried to. Twice."
I opened my eyes.
"What?"
"Richard told you he was worried about Caleb. He asked you to slow down, to review your finances, to speak with your own attorney."
I remembered.
Of course I remembered.
Dad had invited me to lunch in April.
He'd asked whether Caleb was treating me well.
I'd laughed.
"Dad, please. He's my husband."
Then, in June, Dad had suggested that I take a more active role in Whitmore Global.
I told him Caleb understood business better than I did.
I could still hear Dad's reply.
"Understanding business and understanding people are two different things, Ellie."
I covered my face.
"I should have listened."
Mr. Harlan's voice softened.
"Your father didn't want you to blame yourself."
Daniel reached into his briefcase and removed a smaller envelope.
"This is the part he wanted you to read alone."
My name was written across the front in Dad's familiar handwriting.
Ellie, my brave girl.
My hands trembled as I opened it.
Inside was a handwritten letter.
And a photograph.
The photograph showed me at seven years old, sitting on Dad's shoulders at our family's summer house in Maine.
My mother stood beside us, laughing.
I hadn't seen that picture in years.
I pressed it against my chest.
Then I unfolded the letter.
"My beautiful Eleanor,
"I know you're going to ask why I didn't tell you everything sooner.
"The answer is simple, although it may not be enough.
"I was afraid of losing you.
"After your mother died, I made a terrible mistake. I tried to protect you from every disappointment. I gave you comfort when I should sometimes have given you courage.
"And when you married Caleb, I saw how desperately you wanted your own family.
"I couldn't bear to be the man who shattered that dream.
"But I was wrong to stay silent for so long.
"Please forgive me.
"There is something else I need you to know.
"You think I built Whitmore Global because I was clever.
"I wasn't.
"I built it because your mother believed in me when nobody else did.
"She sold her grandmother's jewelry to help me pay our first employees.
"She worked nights while I traveled.
"She answered customer calls from our kitchen table.