Chapter 10
But Mia looked swallowed by it. Her legs dangled inches above the floor, her new sneakers swinging slightly with the vibration of the aircraft. She had not let go of the armrest since takeoff. Her knuckles were white. A flight attendant moved down the aisle. She was an older woman with silver hair and a smile that reached her eyes, the kind of professional warmth that usually puts people at ease.
She stopped at our row, pushing a cart that smelled of fresh coffee and warmed sugar. ‘Good morning, Mr. Slater,’ she said, checking a digital tablet. ‘And good morning to you, young lady. Can I get you something to drink? We have fresh orange juice, apple juice, soda, or hot chocolate, and we have warm chocolate chip cookies coming out of the oven in just a minute.
I looked at Mia, expecting her eyes to light up. Any 8-year-old I knew would have jumped at the mention of warm cookies and soda. But Mia did not smile. She flinched. It was a small movement, almost imperceptible, but I saw it. She shrank back into the leather, pushing herself deeper into the upholstery as if trying to disappear.
No thank you, she whispered. Her voice was barely audible over the hum of the engines. I frowned. Honey, you have not eaten anything since that grilled cheese sandwich hours ago. Have some juice. Get a cookie. Mia shook her head vigorously, her dark hair whipping across her face. I am not hungry, Grandpa. I am fine.
Just then, her stomach gave a loud, undeniable growl. It was the sound of an empty belly, a sound that betrayed her polite refusal. The flight attendant smiled gently, not wanting to embarrass her. ‘I will leave some snacks right here on the console, just in case,’ she said, placing a bowl of warm mixed nuts and a glass of apple juice on the tray table.
just in case you change your mind. She moved on to the next row. I waited until she was gone. Then I turned in my seat to face my granddaughter. I reached out and covered her small, trembling hand with my own. My hand was rough, calloused from years of working in the yard and decades of military service.
Her hand was fragile, cold and clammy. ‘Mia, look at me.’ I said, my voice soft but firm. Why are you lying to me? I know you are hungry. Why did you say no? She looked down at her lap, picking at a loose thread on her jeans. She chewed her lip nervously. Because it costs money, Grandpa, she said finally. Her voice was so quiet I had to lean in to hear her. I sat back confused.